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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/withouthope17 on 2023-08-09 23:54:08.
So I’ve always struggled making friends due to my social anxiety and mental health issues. This year I finally managed to make a group of 5 friends and we’d all meet up and hang out like every week or so. The last time I saw all of them though I realised that they were having private conversations amongst themselves and when I would try to join in like ask what’s are you guys talking about/laughing at lol’ I would either get ignored or a half hearted answer. I felt like no one wanted me there, no one tried to make me feel included in conversations and unless I asked a direct or specific question to someone, I’d be ignored. I genuinely believe that if I disappeared no one would notice. At one point while we were in a bar… I was near tears and went to sit down on the sofa for a bit. No one seemed to notice or if they did carried on. Yet when one of the other girls sits down the whole group follows her. This isn’t the only time, the others will all meet-up and post it on Instagram but I don’t get invited even though we’ve talked about plans. Of course they’re allowed to hang with whoever they want but was I wrong to bring it up?
Am I being too sensitive or is this all in my head?