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The original was posted on /r/twoxchromosomes by /u/Unfair-Economist6109 on 2023-07-28 04:44:23.
sorry for the word vomit, currently in class waiting to have my stuff reviewed.
Its just really frustrating. Im in school for animation and i consider all of my classmates my friends. i think they do too, but i dont play any of the games they play and im a very girly person. I literally work at a boutique rn and they are all very gamer esque guys. Theyre usually real nice to me, mainly two classmates who im closer too who actually keep up convos with me. I find alot though when i try to talk in class alot of them wont leave me room, or will straight up cut me off or talk over me. it happens enough that i have started to just talk over them, which is bleeding into my work and social life. Now i find i tend to word vomit everything im thinking and leave absloutley no room for friends or my boyfriend to speak, which can be really annoying. im currently trying to fix that. Also, ill try to talk and ill just get straight up ignored.
Ive never truly experienced… this? like low key mysoginy? i feel like because im a girl they dont care what i think or what i have to say. i have always filled my life with women, with the exception of my boyfriends. its just frustrating that this is happening. I know they they arent truly meaning to do this either, its just subconscious. im afraid that my work life in the industry might be like this too and its really frustrating just UGHHHHH!!!