Living in your car and on couches sucks. But once you hit the wall, nothing matters more then getting the fuck out of there and never going back.

I save every penny I can in case I have to switch jobs. Or i work day by day, month by month, year after year and lose a bit of myself every shift i work until there is nothing left and i lose my shit and quit. Or need a mental health break from this fucked up world i live in.

Honestly I wonder why anyone would spend money they didn’t need to unless they had the remainder of your lives living expenses already saved up. You’re spending future rent payments, future food! Why would you spend your rent payment 10 months in the future when you could just not go to that concert? That’s not even your money you’re spending, it’s your landlords. Its the grocery stores money. Its the car repair shops money. Its the gas stations money. Its the power companies money.

You just don’t know it yet. Or maybe deep down you do know it, and you pretend otherwise to delude yourself that you live in a free country. Doesn’t seem free to me.

Rent is due in 4 days by the way.