Is this your ex from two months ago lemmy.world/post/51270212 and are you still questioning your sightness?

I see you struggling a lot from your posts but I’m not sure anyone here can give you the indepth professional help you might need. We’re just strangers on the internet. It’s easier to ask than a bunch of strangers at the shop, but not much better the offering advice.

Also given asking about if your 14yr old sisters friend is the arsehole puts you around tha age, for multiple reasons. Things will get better as you become an adult, but you do need to seek better trained support.