Make a plan. Even if you think it’s impossible, have a goal of friends and a happy life, whatever that looks like to you. Ask yourself if you need the move away to do that, where to get the money from. It’s easier to work a shitty job if you are just saving to get out.

If you think your family will get mad at you, don’t tell them your plan, it’s yours and you don’t need anyone to make you feel bad for wanting a happy life.

By the way, plans never work as they are supposed to, but keep the goal in your head and be flexible with what happens.