My mind is busy with something like: “don’t be too much”, “don’t look too excited”, “walk paying attention to your movements”, “relax your muscles because the anxiety is showing”, “don’t mind the looks”, “are you ignoring some bodily need?”, “are you sure you got the right directions?”, “do you have everything with you?”, “haven’t you left something somewhere?”, “what are you going to eat later?”, “when do you need to pay the card?”, “how much do you have left in that card?”, “maybe you shouldn’t have bought…”, “although it’s useful because…”…

I cannot focus on anything else. I try, but I know I could do better.