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Reborn_Mormon@lemmy.world 2 weeks agoWell.
I have written it in full over the years.
About 7 million words in total.
Here is some of it:
docs.google.com/document/d/…/edit?usp=drivesdk
Which, a scholar would read, while a person who genuinely and totally thinks of me as a old white man in 1860 thought of n*ggers will ignore.
Do you understand what I’m saying?
If you think I am a human being worthy of being your equal, you will read.
If you think I am an inferior by default and cannot redeem myself in any capacity because I am just subhuman because I am schizoaffective and autistic, then go be your superior ass somewhere else.
God is a unified field of consciousness that arose from the supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness to then fold in and on Itself across eleven dimensions to form a topological matrix that acts as a monadic nodal communication system.
The Buddha said this.
Jesus said this.
If you don’t know this, you are ignorant.
HoneyMustardGas@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
I am sorry you have to deal with what you deal with. I also have schizoeffective depressive type. And it is hard. I hope you have a wonderful day!
Reborn_Mormon@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
I hope you do too. By your concise response, I detect that you do not wish to speak at length. I understand, and I am sorry if I am too bizarre to comprehend. I am just hurting right now. I’m skilled at working through it, but I really wish I had a friend who could understand me so I may understand them. I mean and impose nothing. Thank you for being you. I like the parrot in your picture. I like birds. Hyperdinos. Dinosaurs beyond dinosaurs. I’m weird. I’m sorry.
HoneyMustardGas@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
You seem like a very interesting person to talk to. I have social difficulties. I can’t really decipher social cues and hints very well. You are free to message me if you like. I am told I am a good listener.
Reborn_Mormon@lemmy.world 2 weeks ago
I understand you. I want a friend. If anything else develops, wonderful. I am not limited, but I have no expectations. I say this as someone skilled in networking; I understand we may ne unique counterparts to each other. Sometimes Francium meets up with Flourine. I don’t care what happens, I care about you. There are some people out there so hurt because they are so different to have a label such as ours that they don’t truly understand what type of “per sona” can actually communicate with them. I offer my authenticity as a mad man who was made into a mad woman to be the oracle of the modern day. Perhaps I’m that good, perhaps I’m not. I don’t know 100% who I am for others have breached my mind. I will privately message you if you give me permission. I won’t be weird, deliberately. Just direct. I like social difficulties and will bend myself to be what you need me to be.