I was afraid my comment might come across this way, and it appears it has to some. I have not given up at all. I’m actually enjoying life right now more than I have in a very long time, despite all the chaos around us.
When I say “I wouldn’t mind it,” I don’t mean it like “just go ahead and end the misery,” I mean I’m just not super attached to this life. I believe in reincarnation, and that when we die we have a life review and then return to being one with the universe/god/source until our next life. I’m excited to see what the next step is like.
Sakurai@sh.itjust.works 19 hours ago
Indeed. There is still so much good in the world, and you never know what might change for the better in the next months/days/hours.
Try moving somewhere really different to break the cycle.