On top of that, most people won’t even end up working in their field of study.

You can already guess the idea that I don’t particularly like Physics either. I ended up with it because of my bad result. And the reason for bad result is that, I was disinterested in mathematics prior to the exam, overall low grades summed me up in this major.

Even with full attention, full seriousness, I found myself difficult to study mathematics attentively.

I can’t specifically point back to the point from where I started disliking mathematics, I only reached to the conclusion that, this problem is rooted in my psychology. I found that my brain is slow while processing mathematics and its logic. At least slower than the average.

Since I cannot opt out of my major, I’ll have to eventually train my mind to mindfully learn mathematics.

I’ve decided that I’ll give myself a bit more time to reach to a final decision.