At my peak is remember sitting in bed wishing I could kill myself. Like if I had a gun I wonder if I would have done it. I think my max is three days. Doctors wouldn’t give me meds that work because of my gender and age. They actually gave me a med and eventually I looked up the side effect and one was insomnia.

If I recall correctly they may have given me like 3 benzos with no refill. While I was losing my life…

I was considering just buying Xanax off the street.

Eventually I got them to give me lunesta which is similar to ambian. Sometimes it didn’t work…

Sometimes ide wake up and would be a Zombie till 10 am not even knowing how I got to work.