I apologize but i guess ive just come to the conclusion that such a thing is illusory. All relationships break down eventually. And i think anyone who doesnt think all things die over time is rather naive.

Ive realized im happier not chasing something that doesnt exist and isnt attainable even if others seem to think it exists for short or long moments of their lives.

I think communication breakdown is inevitable and its why 2025 has gone the way it has.

Maybe im wrong and all things can actually be immortal or timeless but i see no evidence. I just wish people wouldnt gaslight everyone around them into thinking romance isnt subject to death. Its why im like this in the first place. Its a massive lie and its harmful to spread. As harmful as the soulmate concept.

Buuut i dont have interest anymore so i guess i just dont deal with it or care. It just makes me sad to watch friends go through the same pointless cycles i did. It often feels like i only recently took a step back and realized how crazy i was for desiring such a thing. When i see others in romance i just pity them. They dont know its going to end. And the cycle will start over.

People can say communication this communication that. But you only communicate until things change. And with change as a constant it is a repetetive and pointless cycle i wish to avoid i suppose.

At least this is how i see it. Im sure many will think of this as a negative view rather than a practical view.